Thursday, May 24

J minus 7

Judgement day. I should be in court now but it's been adjourned. Again.

Probably for probation reports. I've heard some of their findings already, namely that this man poses a danger to society. A view shared by the investigating officers. What more is there to report?

Nearly a year ago he admitted the 15 counts he was presented with and refused to comment when questioned about others.

Nearly two months ago he pleaded guilty in court.

Yet he's still walking the streets. Not even under bail conditions, these were lifted at the plea hearing. Free, then, to contact me, my sister, to live in his marital home with my mother if he wishes. I think the fear of violence keeps him away. I hope it continues to do so for another week.

My life is a Sun headline.

16 comments:

Miss Tickle said...

It will happen, and when it does, it will all be over. xxx

Vi said...

shit, fuck, bollocks!!!!!

Pissed off with you babe, but it WILL happen!!!! (and he wont be free for a very long time)

Peach said...

No honey, the shit around you is a Sun headline. You are a star.... everything comes to those who wait and he will get his comeuppance soon... just sorry it's not today and we could party tomorrow properly... but we still can... XXX

Dark Side said...

What goes around comes arounfd FB so I am sure he will get his just deserts...xx

Malnurtured Snay said...

Time to invest in a cricket bat.

Stray said...

fucking fuck. what a bugger.

I'm cross myself, so fuck knows how you must feel.

thinking of you, (still)

Sx

Angela-la-la said...

Thanks, everyone. I hope you realise just how much your support has helped me through this and if you don't, well, you should cos it really has. Every single comment or email reinforces that he was wrong, it wasn't just life and that I'm doing the right thing now no matter how hard it may feel at times. Thank you all.

The cricket bat comment is particularly apt, I find I've been running through 'just in case he turns up' scenarios and they all involve my finally letting the lid off my rage and not being a 'good little girl' anymore. Ti resort to the vernacular there is 'plenny 'o claret shed'

I very much doubt he'll turn up but it's good for me to fantasise my perfect outcome and let my little girl loose with all my adult weapons (even though the planned retributions I've been promised from friends that have friends on the inside (You can take the girl out of the East End and all that...) make me shudder)

Anonymous said...

No, it wasn't just life, and yes, you have done the right thing.

Karma will get him, baby.

Michelle said...

Hang in there!

fiona said...

Big up from Dublin for a brave lady. xx

Mungo said...

Nothing original to say - but I am thinking of you. I know all will turn out right in the end. Your bravery continues to astound me.

Mx

Midnight said...

Peachy said it all! Hang on in there

funny sparky said...

All things come to those that wait, you'll get there...Best Wishes

Ordinary Girl said...

All best wishes through this FB, you're doing fab. Considering!!

Anyway, for light relief to take you off bastard abusing step father figures... OG is revealed in living technicolour. Just for a short while though!

Anonymous said...

its all wrong, makes me ill just to think about it.

Lady in red said...

so sorry to hear it has been postponed

terrifeed the life out of me when I learnt that bail conditions stop at the hearing. But in my case they were re-instated as part of his sentence. finally we are now able to be civil.

love the cricket bat my son ued to keep his handy just in case.

(((Angie)))